Mixed feelings

Hiyas, I dun’t have much time now so gotta be quick as i’m already in troubles..

Yesterday was a weird day, lotsa things happened, and now i kinda have mixed feelings abt that.

I met Wolf ^^ He’s kewl and uhmmm cute!! (and pretty strong.. you wouldn’t say lookin at him but… believe me!!!)

I have been kinda bad yesterday.. answered bad to my master and he got kinda angry.. I can still feel the consequences of that on my lower back.. and i couldn’t sit all day! (thanx to wolfie!! :P)

Well.. wasn’t so nice at a certain point… damn that HURT!! STINGS!! besides the embarrassement and all.. I thought i couldnt handle it, Wolf’s hand didn’t go easy at all, I can easily say I never had such a spanking before in my life..

Even if i didn’t like it AT ALL, cuz it really was… painful!.. after that i had some nice moments and Wolf’s sweet^^ Besides… i deserved it for what I did, and Wolf “had” to do that (i can see his grin, cuz even if he HAD to he kinda enjoyed that a lot!!)

Ok my time’s getting over.. and sadly… I’m in trouble.. i thought i didn’t do anything bad, but someone dunt think so.

I dunno what will happen in a few minutes when I’ll close this page and will log back on SL, but for some reason I think i won’t like it much at all… and I really hope it won’t be something bad cuz if u saw me now… you’d know I couldn’t handle another uhm… well u know -.-

Wish me good luck! and hope to see u soon if i’ll survive to tomorrow -.-

And I’m sorry master I was gonna write before going to sleep :\ didn’t want to disappoint u… i hate to disappoint u.

Byes all…

Mattie